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I am sorry but i stop trying be a hacker.
I almost spend 5 hour downloading and searching for topics that help me. But i am tired. I hate it when spend that much time without any result!!!

I will...

I have now Notepad open but i see al kind of things???


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Please explain me better how to hack.
I read over 30 forums downloaded more then 20 files but i still don't understand how to hack. I don't can further at command prompt. I am from Holland so maybe...